Rattling my head off...

"If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right." - Steve Jobs

Sigh. Feeling unhappy right now. Wish I could scream and scream till my voice box or lungs burst. Do you think it'll be better than slashing your wrist. Feel like killing myself. (Oh no. I'm harbouring suicidal thoughts.) But, how can I not? Agh.... How can I do so badly for English? Seriously. Argh... It's so upsetting! AHHHHH...... Why? Why? Why? ahh.....